Lenten
devotions: Exodus 4
(please read the chapter before reading this devotion)
In the
previous chapter God revealed Himself as a the One who doesn’t need an
“external” identity – I am who I am (Exodus 3:14). “I can not be identified by
parental last name, marital status, job description, ownership of a share of a
corporation etc.” He is the beginning of everything: time, space/matter,
relationship. Therefore, as the beginning of everything He initiates the
process of a call, call of Moses. By the end of the chapter, He tells Moses to
return to Egypt, gather the elders of Israel, and tell them that they are
better to ready for the Exodus (Exodus 3:16-22).
How did
Moses respond? He came up with a solid excuse – what if they will not believe.
A reasonable doubt – Moses already experience rejection by his brothers, and
when he left there was not much faith among the Jews overall. To deal with this
God gave him three special signs – staff turning into a serpent, a leprous hand
placed next to heart being healed, and a reminder of the blood of babies being
thrown into the Nile when water taken from the river will turn into blood on
the ground (Exodus 4:1-9).
Then Moses
raises less reasonable concern: I am not eloquent. Literally, he said I’m not a
man of words. It was less reasonable – for the fact that Moses was taught in
all the wisdom of Egypt (Acts. 7:22). But the LORD reminded Moses Who makes
man’s mouth (Exodus 4:10-11).
Finally,
Moses tries to play his last trump cart – or what he thought was a trump card –
please send someone else? Now the anger of the LORD kindled…
We know the outcome of the story – Moses when
back, endured the hardship of pharaoh’s resistance, and gloriously led people
out of Egypt to Sinai to be in the covenant. When God leads you to be part of
His mission you can have concerns – He will be happy to show His mighty ability
to provide. When you have doubts about yourself – run to Him for proper
self-identity that we find in His promises of Baptism. The only thing that can
“set Him off” is our total rejection be walk the walk and to talk the talk. Pray
that the LORD of life will help you to identify a place in His team.